Bittersweet Day

Today has been a bittersweet day. Yesterday with Megan was great. I'm still trying to enjoy that. Today though is the 13th anniversary of when I met Jenn. It should be a happy day. Took a 3.25 mile walk around Easthampton to clear my head. Didn't really work. I really miss her. Some days hurt more than others. Some days I just want to disappear.  It seems special days are really hard on me. 

I just want my family back. More than anything in the world.